I haven’t known what to say. Because saying it means you’re really gone. This is a pain that’s foreign to me. But I’ve realized that that deep sadness comes from the amount of joy you brought me. I’ve been getting flashes of so many of my favorite memories together. You’ll always be the sweet blue eyed, curly blonde haired boy who wouldn’t leave me alone to come play outside. My favorite sense of humor and the best laugh I’ve ever known. That laugh will live in my heart forever.
You’re the closest I’ll ever have to a brother. I love you and miss you always.
Rest easy sweet Ben Ben.